The Ladakh Diaries

I have always been mesmerised by North India. Right from the time when I took the customary family trip to Shimla and Manali as a child, till my recent journey to Amritsar, it fascinates me to no end. Then I got a rare chance to make a trip to Ladakh this August.  Looking back, I was so glad I went. Travelling alone, without usual company is the most liberating experience ever.

I had a couple of colleagues travelling with me. I was quite hesitant to plunge into this all by myself; as I didn’t know them very well. To top it all, an already cancelled trip to another destination did nothing to improve my mood.

From Thiksey Monastery. Amazing!

We spent a night at Delhi airport to board our connecting flight to the capital city of Leh. As our aircraft soared through the countryside next morning, I felt my stomach churning; wondering if I had done the right thing. The tiny Kushok Bakula Rinpoche airport loomed ahead soon after. Surrounded by the most breathtaking mountain ranges on all sides, it was a lovely sight. The airport itself, to my amusement, was no bigger than a marriage hall. Upon meeting our co-travellers, a family from Delhi, I started attracting a few quizzical looks from onlookers. Then I realised I was the only girl my age in our group of seven. Frankly, I did feel a little weird. But then, I pushed my sunglasses further up my nose, bundled my hair atop my head and confidently walked towards the nearby Toyota Winger that was to serve as our vehicle for the tour. Nothing was going to stop me from taking this break from life that I so needed. A huge fluffy bed, clean washroom and a cup of steaming hot tea greeted me when I checked in to my hotel, located in a small alleyway off Fort Road. That was more than enough to put a big smile on my face. We slept like babies all day after staying up the previous night.


In the evening, me and my colleague Mihir decided we would get out for a walk. Boy, did we forget about the low oxygen levels in the air! Walking even five steps was enough to make us huff and puff like we’d just run a marathon. The plan was immediately abandoned. Diamox then came to the rescue! This is a medication to prevent altitude sickness, a common phenomenon in the region. Over a hearty dinner of butter chicken and tomato soup, we wondered if we should be feasting like this; considering we had to travel to Nubra Valley the next day. I decided I’d just let go and not worry about it.

Yay! 

Very surely, I showed no signs of motion sickness the next day, not even when we reached Khardung La Pass -  the highest motorable road in the world – at a dizzying altitude of 18380 feet. The bone chilling cold hit me as soon as I got out of the winger to take photographs. I was actually overwhelmed by it all. While Mihir was busy taking photographs, Tejas was patiently trying to explain to a group of green-eyed Italians that the peak of K2 was in Nepal and not in India. Apparently the fellows had made ambitious plans to scale K2!  Even in that cold, I could not help but smile.

Standing like a silent sentinel over the Nubra Valley, facing down the Shayok river to Pakistan, this 32-foot high statue of Maitreya Buddha makes for a very dramatic picture. There is just barrenness all around, and there you have this statue, painted in all the colors imaginable – the only flash of color for miles. It was a truly remarkable sight.





As we drove back to our desert camp one evening after spending some time in the sand dunes, I watched the sun setting over the valley, casting a pink glow far and wide. It was a beautiful sight. At that moment I felt incredibly thankful to be where I was. That night we all played cards and talked and talked over a few drinks like there was no end to it. It was good to be making new friends.




After returning to Leh from Nubra Valley, I went exploring by myself in the downtown market one day. With my backpack full of shopping, devouring the most delectable Nutella pancakes and coffee at a nearby café watching the world go by, I was happy to be where I was, with not a care in the world. It felt good to be disconnected.



The journey to Pangong Tso Lake was a six hour long drive. As we entered a region that looked eerily like a dinosaur excavation site, I spotted a brilliant flash of blue in the distance. And once the lake came into view, I realised that the best things in life take time; and that the drive was all worth it. The photographs I had seen of the lake earlier didn’t do it justice at all. With one fourth part in India and the rest in China, Pangong Tso was a marvel; a true highlight of my journey. The steaming hot Maggi we had at a small café by the banks was the icing on the cake.


What struck me most was the natural diversity. Whether it was the picturesque sand dunes of the Nubra Valley , the snow capped mountains of Khardung La or the azure waters of the mighty Pangong Tso Lake, I was actually surprised to see such different natural phenomena in one single region.

Somewhere in between the endless bowls of Maggi I devoured, the pegs of Old Monk that I had to beat the cold, the long journeys through the winding mountain roads and the sunburn adorning my face a few days into our trip, I left a piece of myself up there in those mountains. A piece of me that doesn’t ever want to return to normal life.


Good times.

Travelling without usual company was one of the best things I could have done. It increased my self confidence most importantly. Now I am quite sure I can pull off a solo trip if I ever plan one.

 A highly under rated destination, Ladakh is one of India’s best kept secrets. A friend of mine rightly said – “It is an emotion, not an experience”. I couldn’t agree more.

Borderless

I have always liked diverse genres of music across many different languages. I am equally comfortable listening to Sufiana qalams and French pop music.  It doesn't really matter to me if I don't understand the lyrics. As long as the music is good, I will listen to just about anything.

One fine day, long ago, I happened to listen to Chinna Chinna Aasai, the Tamil version of A.R. Rahman's Chhoti Si Asha from the film Roja. For some inexplicable reason, I liked it better than the Hindi version. Upon doing some research I discovered that Roja had originally been filmed in Tamil and then later dubbed in Hindi for the non-South audience. 

Then a friend recommended to me the OST of A.R. Rahman's Vinnaithaandi Varuvaaya (Will you cross the skies?). After listening to it, I was completely hooked. (P.S: A.R. Rahman totally deserved a Filmfare Award for that). I read translations of the songs; and to my delight, I found that I was now able to understand a few words of Tamil. Then there was no looking back.

Many years later, an entire playlist comprising a hundred-odd songs in Tamil, Malayalam, Telugu and Kannada occupies pride of place in my iPod, aptly named "Southern Splendour". I enjoy music in these languages I do not understand, as much as the music in the languages that I do. The songs that I have special affinity for, my curiosity gets the better of me and I turn to the Internet, scouring for a translation of the lyrics.

People look at me with a strange mix of astonishment and condescension when I tell them that I listen to music in Tamil and Malayalam. "Do you not have enough music in English and Hindi to listen to?" they say. I do not think it is something I should be ashamed of. In fact, I am happy that I am not one of those ignorant ones who refer to all South Indians as "Madrasis".

I know that Tamil is very different from Telugu and Kannada; but quite similar to Malayalam. I can now tell the difference between kuthu and oppana. After listening to the soundtracks of Sangamam, Kadal and Maryan, I can conclude that some of A.R. Rahman's best compositions are for Tamil and not for Hindi films. I am happy to be broadening my horizons everyday through some amazing music that I have an opportunity to listen to.

The most played soundtrack on my playlist is that of a Malayalam film called Thattathin Marayathu (Behind the Veil). A simple Hindu - Muslim love story, the movie itself makes for a no-frills, sans drama, engaging watch. But the real icing on the cake is the music. The tunes are gorgeous, as are the vocals and background music. Especially in the track "Muthuchippi", where a very refreshing use of tabla and ghatam has been made. Take a bow, Mr. Shaan Rahman. We need more composers like you.

To sign off, as Thamarai writes for Vinnaithaandi Varuvaayaa:

en idhayam udaithaai norungave
en maru idhayam tharuven nee udaikkave

(My heart broke into pieces
.....let me give you another one to break)

...And as I hear the opening chorus of "Hosanna", the comforting feeling of listening to my favourites is all-too-familiar. After all, music joins people together, regardless of borders of culture, caste, creed, race or language. It is doing just that, in my case.

Have a listen to the OST of Thattathin Marayathu here:





yaar dadhi

Ishq te aatish dohon barabar
atay ishq da ta-vikhayra
aatish sadey hai pakkh te paan
atay ishq sadey hai dil jehra

Ghulam Farid, utthe chaah na rakhin
jitthe ishq lavey dera....

darkness

When the stark harsh light fades
and the thousands of disapproving glances turn away

I turn to you and empty my heart into your numerous pages
scribbling and scrawling 
like one possessed 

when a pink glow finally settles over the evening
and darkness envelops the sky
the world drops its guard
masks fall 
and old memories resurface, threatening to burst at the seams 

Conversations take on a new meaning
and seemingly mundane lyrics
feel like deep philosophy

Ever so silently 
amidst alcohol creeping through my veins 
I find my defenses slipping 
and my mind apparating to a different  world 
where my make believe dreams 
coexist with you peacefully 

....if I crave this darkness just to feel alive
just to experience an illusion of you 
before the morning light takes you away
....then so be it.